Wednesday, May 29, 2019

Life Can Be Hard


Another year. And, this is my first post in many years. Yeah! I have something to say. I'm not the same person I was last time I posted. MS hasn't been cured, true. So, there is that. I am no longer Relapse/Remitting. I am officially Secondary Progressive. I have graduated to the next level. No applause, please. It is reality only. Just the fact that I am here, is merely proof that I am back here, for this moment in time. Similar to so many others. I once asked, "why do so many MS Bloggers blog so proficiently and then just disappear." Then I became one of them. I can answer that question, at least in my case. Life. That is the answer for me. Life. Where did I go? Life. Why did I go? Life. Where will I be going? Life. Maybe a better question is, haha!, why did I blog before? Why wasn't I out doing Life? Okay, so that's the affair of things. Life changes. Life happens. Staring at my PC screen feels like me yelling at the world to notice me. Maybe what I needed was to step away from the PC screen, go out, and notice the world. I have been doing that. I want to do it more. I am pausing from Life to type this. Maybe this is a small part of Life. Maybe.